ana criszim: anyways
ana criszim: sorry kung wla ko dra nig lakaw ni andre
ana criszim: :(
chins: lagi
ana criszim: i really wanna be there and u know that
chins: i know

my taffy: ayaw na hilak
chins: ok
chins: i'm sorry
chins: i cant stop crying kay its my fault..always has..always wil..im sorry
my taffy: all i ask bya jud is to try to show me that u still want me
my taffy: i knw temptations naa jud
my taffy: but i thought mn gud na di na ma happen nmu because love ko nmu kaayu na di ka nahan ma sakitan ko
my taffy: but i was wrong
my taffy: so very wrong
chins: i do..its u i want my love
my taffy: and it hurts ky ikaw pa jud of all people na i tot di na ma buhat nko
chins: im sorry..its my fault..nagpadala ko sa temptations..and im sorry..im really sorry..but i love u..i still love u and i will love u no matter what coz u ddnt do anything wrong..i dont want my freedom..i dont want it if it means losing u..no taffy..i told u di nako kaya..tinuod to..and its still true..


my taffy: lami mn gud kaayu si carl
my taffy: dba?
chins: taffy please..
my taffy: sorry if di ko pareha niya
my taffy: shrek ra lagi ko
chins: no i dont want u 2 b like him..never
my taffy: prince charming siya
chins: no dats not tru
chins: ikaw bya akong prince..way lain..no matter what..pls taffy believe me..i know lisud 4 u 2 do that pero its u..its always been u
my taffy: i hope u see me now
chins: i do
my taffy: i never asked anything from u but love me back and to take care of my heart bcoz i have always done ako ma kaya not to hurt u
chins: im sorry
chins: even if mag balik2x ko sulti nimo..im sorry..kibaw ko nga wat i did was wrong..very very wrong and stupid and reckless..and di xa ing ana ka sayon ma limtan..but please taffy..believe me when i say i love u..i really do
chins: and it kills me sad to see u hurting bcoz of me..coz i broke my promise
my taffy: thats the funny thin because i do still believe and i knw
my taffy: *thing
my taffy: nag sakit pa ko my lov
chins: no its not funny coz i love u..i do
chins: im sorry
my taffy: i love you
chins: i love u


my taffy: so unsa solution ani
my taffy: i am asking u
chins: taffy im not good at this..i can only think of deleting..which i did..and the numbers which i didnt yet coz u said u wanted to see it in person..and i know breaking up is not the answer
chins: im thinking of what i would do to save this
my taffy: u knw di jud ko nahan ana but sakit
my taffy: i knw naa ra ko im sorry ni adto ko gniha na sakitan lng ko
chins: i know i hurt u..a lot..and im sorry for that..but im also hurting for seeing u like that
chins: and its bcoz of me
my taffy: im sorry
chins: and di nako kaya to see u like that
my taffy: again
chins: im sorry
my taffy: lets work this out
chins: no taffy..u have nothing to be sorry about
my taffy: lets pick up the pieces
chins: its all my fault
my taffy: together
my taffy: enough na ana
my taffy: yaw na blame imu self
chins: what u did was out of anger & rage..so no need to say im sorry
chins: kay ako dapat mag sorry
chins: for what i did..for the pain i caused u..for the tears u cried
chins: im sorry
my taffy: u knw i'll forgive u
my taffy: thats how u mean to me
chins: im sorry
my taffy: and u knw i cant stand seeing u cry
chins: i really am
chins: and i love u
my taffy: i love u
chins: i love u
my taffy: pls dont ever doubt that. suko mn ko but u knw i can never lie that i dont love you because u knw its you my blowfishkiss my laffy my love
chins: it makes me cry so much that u can still love me that much inspite of what i did 2 u..
chins: im sorry
my taffy: because i just knw that i want to be the one you die with i love you no matter what
chins: taffy its u i want..u're all i want..no one else
my taffy: no reclaim...i am not perfect my love bya
chins: i dont wat u 2 b perfect..i just want u 2 b my taffy..
chins: and i want to be ur laffy once more
chins: :(
my taffy: no one is ever gonig to take ur place as laffy put that in your head
chins: thank u
chins: im sorry
my taffy: anything for you
chins: i love u
my taffy: love you


my taffy: but heres the thing how can i stop thinking na naa na mn num si carl nmu
my taffy: and i knw naa pa jud na sa iya huna2x mu tx nmu
chins: im sorry i did that..wa jud ko kibaw unsay na sud sa akong utok ato..im sorry..di ko mu reply i promise..and ill tell u if mu text xa..ill let u read watever iyang e text if he does text
my taffy: but i want him to know mn na i knw
my taffy: para di na cya mang hilabot
my taffy: ky kung di amun gun nko iya pamilya
chins: taffy no..di ko gnhn ug gubot..and i dont want u getting hurt..please..di nko ma kaya if anything hapens 2 u kay its my fault gihapon..kargo nako wat hapens 2 u..please dont
my taffy: wa nay mas sakit sa na happen nko
my taffy: and dnt worry di mn ko ma hurt
my taffy: wa nay mas sakit sa ako na agi-an
chins: i know u have ur frends to back u up but please..na hurt mn taka emotionally, i dont want na physicaly ma hurt sd ka coz of me
my taffy: sorry i had to tel u that
chins: im sorry
my taffy: aw bsta naa ra na cyay adlaw nko
my taffy: di pman karun ugma or this year bsta
my taffy: awa lng
my taffy: im sorry but di jud nko ni ma palabay
my taffy: dako mn siya ug lawas nko pero tanan taw mu higda bsta puthaw na ang katapat
chins: taffy please
my taffy: im sorry but mao jud na ako na feel
my taffy: di ko ma makak nmu
my taffy: i want to kill him and all his family
chins: no taffy dont
chins: di ko gnhn ma sud ka ug gubot and im sure dako na nga gubot
my taffy: he should have thought of that before
chins: if anything hapens 2 u, di nko kaya..please


my taffy: na erase na nmu tanan?
chins: pics?yes
my taffy: apil cya apil tanan comment
chins: fs mult and fb
my taffy: if i see 1 picture na tag pa ka
my taffy: suko ko
my taffy: iya account
chins: pics ra akong na delete..wait akong tanawn..kuyog nmn coments ana
my taffy: bsta tanan if mu ask cla y ge delete inga na ingun ko
my taffy: inga na ge bastos ka ni carl
chins: i did...deleted him na..fs and fb
my taffy: ok
my taffy: tanan save na pics sd ha pls
chins: mao na next nako e delete
my taffy: ok
my taffy: basin mag mahay ka
chins: i wont
chins: i promise
my taffy: its all up to you jud laffy
chins: i know..im sorry
my taffy: ....


chins: trust me on this when i tell u i love u and i dont want u gone..even this lang..
my taffy: i do sobra pa ana
my taffy: but naa lng jud na sa ako huna2x
my taffy: sorry
chins: i know..and i dont know unsa akong angay buhaton for u nga di na mag think ana kay its next to imposible
chins: dont be sorry
my taffy: wa kay angay buhaton rem all i ask is to love me. tanan ako tunlon para nmu
my taffy: read my shuffle
my taffy: awa unsa ko ge sungug sa world
chins: i do..i love u..i know its not enuf nga i keep saying it lang..
chins: ok wait
my taffy: ok


my taffy: call u later
chins: ok
chins: i love u
my taffy: i love u and i so want to hear your voice
chins: i love u and im sorry
my taffy: i love u and cge na i wont give up on you
my taffy: i love you
chins: i love u

my horoscope for today:

You cannot stay involved with stuff you are unsure of. Get out while you still can.

-->are you kidding me??

i blew it..
i blew my last chance..
the chance he gave me..
the chance that we could work things out and start all over again..
but i had to tell him the truth..
coz if i don't,
he's bound to hear it from other people..
well guess what?
the truth was the one that broke the camel's back..
but inspite that, he loves me..
he still does..
though he can't forgive me..
i can accept that..
coz its my fault..
i was stupid and reckless..
but i would be lying to myself if i say i don't love him no more..
i still do..
i love him..
and i want him to believe that i still do..